But I thought...?

Lately, in an effort to understand myself better, I have been trying to analyse some of the dreams I have been having recently. They're nothing alike, but that's the challenge. Trying to find some sort of pattern in different scenes. My most recent dreams included activities such as snowboarding, falling, diving, a hotel and a waterpark. Nearly all of those have contradicting meanings.

'Falling' generally means that you feel lost in your life. You have strayed from your path and you don't know where to go from here. 'Diving', however, means that you have found a comfortable situation, from which path you do not wish to stray. These dreams weren't the same night, but I still doubt that my state of mind changed that much overnight, without any significant alterations in my life.

The weirdest dream though, which confused me the most, was the one with the hotel and the waterpark. The hotel stands for your desire to change your scenery. This would apply to me if I had indeed strayed from my path (whatever that might've been). Then comes the waterpark part. That means that I'm absolutely comfortable with my situation and have no, I repeat, NO desire to change my scene. What made it more fucked up, was the fact that these two contradicting dream phenomenon were attached to each other.

What exactly does this mean. Am I just really confused at the moment (even though I don't experience a lot of confusion when I'm awake)? Or does the whole 'stuff that happens in dreams symbolise your state of mind' thingy not apply to me? I actually hope it's not the latter, because the only thing I like about dreaming so often, is the idea of being able to analyse myself further and further.

I think I'll just stick to being confused :S